What I want to do??

Friday night and not feeling well had a gastric attacked again from this afternoon after a late lunch, supposedly going to CG tonight but because of the gastric attack so have to stay home and now sitting in front of my house pc serve through some rubbish, while waiting for some of my pictures upload and also chatting with of my friendster friend in msn messenger.

Giving up an interview this evening, suppose to go for interview in

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this evening, at first I don’t really have an interest in the company but I’ve click apply online for the job. On the same day that I apply and I received a call from the company and asking me to go for an interview on Friday 5pm, well I've said yes.  But I still have doubt about whether should I go or not.  So finally on Thursday night I made up my mind that I’m going. Yesterday night I was thinking to reprint my resume and found out that I don’t have any A4 papers left at home so I've saved my resume into my thumb drive and bring it along with me to Jared's shop to print out the next day.

This morning I've getting ready to go to the shop  and as dress up OL look for the interview. I was planning to leave Jared's shop at 4.15pm so that I wont be late. At 3.00 pm I still have doubt to go for the interview, but when i wanted to print my resume, guess what when I open the file, my entire file format has been a mess so I asked Jared 'how come like that?? Then he answered me ‘oh I don’t have Microsoft Word in my pc’ I was like 'doink'.... is this is the sign??? That this job not means for me or I shouldn’t go for the interview. I’ve been asking Jared whether I should go or not but he said is all up to me lo if I don’t feel like going just don’t go lo'. So basically his answer is not helping at all. So I’ve made up my mind and pick up my hp and dial the company number n tell the lady that I wont be able to go for the interview because I’ve another job offer, ''Yes. I lied' if not what should I say??? I just feel the industry is not the one I wanted to work. The company as mention, they're doing in a lot of different businesses and it makes me confuse.

Actually, I've so many things wanted to do but I just don’t know how to start...Human is always like that? Or is just me??? After the Europe trip I’m so eager to plan for my next trip, sometimes I just wanted to go as backpacker, but Jared swear that I can’t go as backpacker, he said I’m such a princess and always complaining non stop... bla bla bla bla.... Apala Jared not supportive at all.... He always said I’m a spoiled brat...ya which is spoiled by him hahahhahahahha

What’s my next plan?? What I really wanted to do??? Still thinking well if any of my plans won’t work just so I has to stick back to my safer plan like find a job and work as a secretary...bla bla bla good ideal also I guess…